Ahhhh, I can’t believe its been 60 days! Today I celebrate 60 days sober, I’m pretty sure this is the longest I’ve been sober since I was a child (well at least a teen). It very exciting on one hand yet on the other I feel the so called “pink cloud” lifting. Im sure most of you in recovery have heard the term, for those of you that haven’t its basically the nostalgia of first being in recovery. The excitement of meeting new people, going to new meetings, events, etc. I’m kind of just floating through the process, I feel myself falling back into old habits. Nothing bad or crazy but just keeping to myself more then I probably should. So after being called out on it last night I made the effort today to reach out to my sponsor.
Going through this process has been interesting and some what easy so far, however I’m in complete control of my situation and or enviorment. When the time comes for me to be in an uncontrolled environment (like an upcoming wedding) I wonder how it will be. Thankfully I have a couple of months to get prepared 😉 I think thats all I have for tonight!
Sleep well loves..